It's just another day in paradise! The country song by Phil
Vassar has
been going through my head the past couple of days. If you
haven't
ever heard it, go and listen to it. Yes, I understand that it is
country. No, I don't understand why you wouldn't go and listen
to it.
Hahaha but in the song the artist talks about all of the
difficult and
stressful things going on in his life throughout the day, and
then
about how despite all of those things, he is living "Just
another day
in paradise". That's how I feel right now.
The life of a missionary is hard, stressful, complicated,
physically
and mentally demanding, and on top of all that you have a
intensely
strict set of guidelines that you have to follow. To be honest,
sometimes it really sucks. Some of the rules we have seem to be
absolutely pointless. For instance, in our classroom, I sit by a
shelf
that is fastened to the wall. Naturally, I organized and placed
all of
my books and materials in this previously unused shelf. The day
before
yesterday I got chastised for using the shelf to store all of my
materials. Apparently, it was a rule to not use the shelf. So,
being
the obedient missionary that I am, I very grudgingly (very very
grudgingly hahaha) moved all of my stuff into a tiny box and
shoved it
under my desk. Now, I get to look at an empty shelf right next
to me
that I am not allowed to use. I don't understand the logic. Not
in the
slightest. But, what I do understand is that for some reason,
the rule
is there. And while the logic doesn't make sense at all, I have
faith
that the rule is there for a reason. So, instead, I stare at an
empty
shelf. And that is the ideology I have had for all of the
mission
rules. Sometimes rules are hard to follow, but you just have to
have
faith that they're there for a reason. Trust me, it will make it
easier. :)
Now, although it's difficult here, I see paradise underneath all
of
the chaos. Every happy moment where you testify with the spirit
overshadows all of the hard times. It is a feeling that I
haven't ever
felt before, and it's amazing! I am so grateful for this
opportunity I
have to serve the Lord.
Oh what a wonderful time of year! It is so great to see snow
again! It
is super fun to see all of the missionaries enjoying it here.
One of
my favorite experiences here at the MTC is hosting all of the
new
missionaries on Wednesday. Most of the Japanese missionaries do,
since
we're all here forever, which makes it extra fun. It's also kind
of
sad. Most of them are all crying... Hahahaha, I'm pretty sure my
parents wanted to get rid of me when they dropped me off. The
person
who I got hosted by was actually an older Japanese missionary in
my
zone, and we later became really good friends. He later told me
that
my family was probably the happiest family he's ever seen drop
someone
off at the MTC. I can't tell if that's a good thing or a bad
thing. ;)
As we get closer to thanksgiving, I am trying to visualize all
of the
blessings that I have, and I think it's impossible. We are all
blessed
so much. Don't forget about the real meaning of thanksgiving.
Literally, give thanks. As much as you can. To God, family,
friends,
neighbors, strangers, and anyone else that you can. Be happy and
turn
outward, because we are truly blessed. And enjoy the food,
because we
won't... Hahaha so here at the MTC, we do things a little
differently.
On thanksgiving, almost our whole day is devoted to service. It
is
kinda rough because it's on a Thursday, so we kinda miss out on
a
P-Day, but they say we will get to do everything later... But we
get
to assemble 320,000 meals that get distributed to people in the
Utah
valley area who otherwise wouldn't be eating or enjoying
thanksgiving.
I am so excited! While we all can't physically make 320,000
meals, we
all can give back. Each in our own unique way. Reach outward,
and be
thankful of everything that God has given us. He loves us so
much. :)
I am so grateful for all of you that hopefully actually read to
the
end of this email. ;) hahaha, but in all honesty, your roles and
examples have chiseled me into who I am today. This masterpiece
that
is Elder Luke Passey is far from being finished, but because of
all
you I am a little closer. So thank you. I love all of you guys.
:)
あいしています!
Passey
ちょうろう
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